January 2010
5 posts
My Destiny
Ahahaha, sorry about that emo post a couple of hours ago.
I talked with Amy about it and she made it so much more better. I haven’t talked to a guy in like a million years, so it was just that. I only liked him because he talked to me. So what if he rejected me? So what if it’s just the same excuse people turn me down with? I’ll keep my head up and smile. I’ll just...
Old days.
I miss my life when it was kpop. Just kpop. I would spazz endlessly and I had the time of my life.
Until my heart decides to possibly like this guy and screw up my whole emotional state. I shouldn’t have gone back to myspace. I’m literally dying here. My heart is crushing, it feels like suffocating. :/
This just made me even more moody than ever.
Should’ve kept my mouth shut.
I can change, you can change, we can change....
I yelled at Mother, she yelled at me, told me to get out of the house while it was sleeting? Is that a word? We have sleet in FL right now. lol. I went outside in pjs and freezing!! But nevertheless, I wanted to walk around the whole block, just to give Mother and me a piece of mind to ourselves, separately. Anyways, she called my name and I was right around the corner but I turned back like a...
I'm just the useless middle daughter.
Emo timez ahead, beware.
I can’t look or think of my mother without wanting to cry. She’s pushing me and I’m afraid I’m going to fall. She’s so rough on me. I hate it. I wish I would get something too.
I’m the worst girl/daughter/sister/friend in my world.
I have mother issues and daddy issues.
Best to stay away from me. Haha.
Yay for mobile post
1:59PM
What time is it now? 1:59PM
These past few days, I’ve been 2PM-obsessing. I recently saw the performance 1:59PM did on Chocolate and they sang ‘Only You’. I saw a space on the right, and I truly believe it was for Jay. I bursted into tears. I only cried for 3 minutes. That’s a long time for me. Even if I cry for one second, it’s really long. Jay, Jaebum, Jaebeom, Jay...